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A Letter to Amy from Little NONO, a Methylmalonic Acidemia 'Lemon Baby'

A Letter to Amy from Little NONO, a Methylmalonic Acidemia 'Lemon Baby'

English translation

To Auntie Amy, who is conquering the ocean:

I hope this letter finds you well.

When you are in the cold seawater of the North Atlantic, facing the dark night and the huge waves, please know that on a faraway land, a small little life is breathing and holding on together with you.

My name is NONO, and I am 9 years old this year. I am a child with isolated methylmalonic acidemia. This is a rare metabolic disease. Because my body lacks a little helper called “methylmalonyl-CoA mutase,” I cannot metabolize and absorb the protein in all foods—rice, noodles, vegetables, meat, and so on—the way other children can. These delicacies for ordinary people turn into organic acids that pile up in my body, making my blood acidic and my urine acidic, and I often have acidosis. So I have another name too: “Lemon Baby.”

Every mouthful of food I eat has to be precisely calculated and weighed like a chemistry experiment. Every day I not only have to eat specially made low-protein food, but also drink a special formula powder with an almost unbearable taste, and take a lot of medicine on time; Mom is also always giving me injections at home. Even though we all try very hard and are very careful, the buildup of these acids in my body can still damage my brain, kidneys, heart, and nervous system at any time, and may trigger convulsions, coma, intellectual regression, growth arrest, organ failure, and even put my life in danger.

My world is made up of special milk, medicine, and blood-test reports.

For us Lemon Babies, the biggest challenge is not being allowed to get sick. For others, a sneeze might just be a cold, but once we run a fever or have diarrhea, we could develop acidosis and be in life-threatening danger at any moment, and have to rush to the hospital for emergency treatment. We cannot run freely in the sunshine like ordinary children, because the body's “engine” might stop working at any time. Sometimes, watching other children eat delicious food, eat all kinds of snacks that look so tasty, or watching them run and jump, I not only feel envy, but also feel an enormous, tidal-wave-like loneliness.

But, Auntie Amy, when I heard that you are going to row a boat across the Atlantic for 50 days, I thought you were so cool! On the sea you face raging waves, with no supplies and no way to retreat, fighting the wind and waves 24 hours a day in rotation—this fearlessness inspires me to fight the crises inside my own body. You use your hands to row and measure the ocean; I use my will to fight the disease. This makes me feel that although we face different challenges, we are both waging a war without gunpowder smoke.

My mom is Liu Yingna, the head of the Lemon Baby Care Center. She told me that someone as amazing as you is also fighting a rare disease, and that your husband is an even more amazing warrior. We are all “comrades-in-arms” fighting hard. Lemon Babies fight the metabolic toxins in our bodies for a lifetime, just as you fight the wind and waves on the sea day after day; Lemon Babies keep to a restricted diet for life, take medicine for life, and wrestle with illness for life, just as you row, hold fast, and face unknown perils on the boundless ocean. Thank you for crossing the ocean carrying the heartfelt voices of all rare-disease patient friends, and for telling the world the stories we hide deep in our hearts, with no one to listen:

What we need is not only for someone willing to develop a specific drug, but even more for society's understanding of this “invisible disease”—we may look normal on the outside, but inside our bodies we are fighting toxins at every moment. We cannot be cured, but we can be diagnosed early through newborn screening and treated early, and then we will grow up as normally as possible. We need to control our diet for life, but more and more manufacturers are willing to produce special low-protein foods for us, and in the future there may be chocolate, ice cream, and egg pancakes that we can eat… We are small yet tenacious, ordinary yet brave; we all deserve to be gently seen by the world, and we will always have the strength to live well… Your boat may be only 4 square meters, but it carries the hope of connecting rare-disease patients with the real world.

I want to say to you: you are not only a hero on the sea, but also the hero of all of us Lemon Babies. May the wind and waves treat you gently, may your boat sail smoothly all the way, may you fear no raging billows, arrive safely at the far shore, and successfully complete this expedition of speaking up for love and pressing forward for rare diseases!

With respect!

Little NONO, a Lemon Baby

Beijing, June 2026

中文原文

致正在征服海洋的Amy阿姨:

展信佳。

当你在北大西洋冰冷的海水中,面对黑夜与巨浪时,请知道,在遥远的陆地上,有一个小小的生命正和你一起呼吸、一起坚持。

我叫NONO,今年9岁了,是一名单纯型甲基丙二酸血症患儿。这是一种罕见的代谢病,因为身体里缺少一种叫做“甲基丙二酰辅酶A变位酶”的小帮手,我不能像别的小朋友那样代谢和吸收掉米饭、面条、蔬菜和肉等所有食物里的蛋白质,这些普通人的美味在我身体里会变成有机酸堆积起来,让我血里有酸、尿里有酸,还经常会酸中毒,所以我还有一个名字,叫做“柠檬宝宝”。

我的每一口食物都要像做化学实验一样精准计算和称重,每天不仅要吃特制的低蛋白的食品,还要喝味道难以忍受的特殊配方粉,还要按时吃好多的药,妈妈也总是在家给我打针。即使我们都非常努力非常小心,但这些身体里的酸的堆积依然随时可能会损伤大脑、肾脏、心脏、神经系统,可能会引发抽搐、昏迷、智力倒退、生长停滞、脏器衰竭,甚至让我陷入生命危险。

我的世界,就是是由特奶、药物和抽血化验单组成的。

对于我们这些柠檬宝宝说,最大的挑战就是不能生病。别人打个喷嚏可能只是感冒,但我们一旦发烧或者拉肚子,就可能会酸中毒,随时有生命危险,要赶紧去医院抢救。我们不能像普通孩子那样在阳光下肆意奔跑,因为身体的“发动机”随时可能罢工。有时候,看着别的小朋友吃着美味佳肴、吃各种看起来很好吃的零食,或者看着他们能跑能跳,我不仅仅是感到羡慕,同时还会感觉一种巨大的山呼海啸一样的孤独。

但是,Amy阿姨,当听说你要划船50天横渡大西洋,我觉得你太酷了!你在大海上面对的惊涛骇浪,没有补给、没有退路,24小时轮转不休对抗风浪,这份无畏,鼓舞了我和身体里的那些危机作斗争。你用双手划桨丈量海洋,我用意志对抗病魔。这让我觉得,我们虽然面临不同的挑战,但我们都在进行一场没有硝烟的战争。

我的妈妈是柠檬宝宝关爱中心的负责人刘英娜,她告诉我,这么厉害的你也是在和罕见病斗争,你的丈夫更是位很厉害的勇士。我们都是在努力战斗的“战友”。柠檬宝宝们一辈子对抗体内代谢毒素,如同你日复一日对抗海上风浪;柠檬宝宝们终身忌口、终身服药、终身和病痛博弈,如同你在无边的汪洋上划桨、坚守、直面未知险境。感谢你你带着所有罕见病病友的心声横渡大洋,把我们藏在心底、无人倾听的故事,讲给世界听:

我们需要的不仅仅是有人愿意研发特效药,更是社会对这种“看不见的疾病”的理解——我们外表可能正常,但体内时刻都在对抗毒素。我们无法治愈,但我们可以通过新生儿筛查早早确诊,早早治疗,我们就会尽可能正常地成长。我们需要终生控制饮食,但有越来越多的厂家愿意生产低蛋白的特殊食品给我们,未来也可能会有我们能吃的巧克力、冰淇淋、鸡蛋饼……我们渺小却坚韧,平凡且勇敢,我们都值得被世界温柔看见,我们永远拥有好好活下去的力量……你的船虽然只有4平米,但它承载着链接罕见病患者和真实世界的希望。

我想对你说:你不仅是海上的英雄,也是我们所有柠檬宝宝的英雄。愿风浪温柔待你,愿船行一路平稳,愿你无惧惊涛骇浪,平安抵达彼岸,圆满完成这场为爱发声、为罕见病前行的远征!

此致!

柠檬宝宝小NONO

2026年6月于北京